I just want to finish this conversation. I want to tell him that I want him to be happy, and i want to be friends.. I can’t lose him. But can I be friends? I’ll always have resentment. I love him. He is my best friend. He’ll always be worth it. And I can never tell him just this. Im afraid it’s gonna end all or nothin.
“I got the point that I should leave you alone, but we both know that I’m not that strong.”
Fuck this misery. I’m sorry I’m not what you wanted.